I’ve been hovering over someone’s (my friend’s) account, yeah I know, I sound like a stalker. I may have read some things there that are not really “heart-friendly” for me. It sucks really because I feel bad for expecting for things that I totally know won’t happen between us. Expecting and expecting, the typical, ‘expectations hurt you the most’ thingy. I’ve browsed and browsed and saw what I needed to see to stop my foolishness. That hurt, felt like a slap straight from the computer. Well, that’s life, maybe some things are not meant to be. Like me and him.